The end of the world
"Why do the birds go on singing? Why do the stars glow above? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when I lost your love I...
In the Journey of Life
"Why do the birds go on singing? Why do the stars glow above? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when I lost your love I...
"We don't get over it. We don't move on. We don't go through five stages and all of a sudden, we're good. This is not how grief works." I...
Today is Joshua's 1-month angelversary, the day he "became" an angel. I don't have the words to express how I feel today, and the many...
For the last 25 days, I have been fervently praying to God for answers to Joshua's death, comfort for the loss and strength to go on....
Exactly 3 weeks ago, my world shattered when Joshua died. Since then, I have spiraled into great despair that no one can begin to...
Ever since Joshua's death, I bounce from periods of numbness, void of emotion to moments of pain and anguish. I am trying to read books...
Caleb had a lovely dream the other day. He dreamt of an island called Macapagal, located where the Indian and Atlantic Oceans meet, and...
It has been 11 excruciatingly painful days since Joshua's death, where Caleb and I have been struggling with our unanswered questions to...
Last Thursday, exactly one week ago, my soul died with Joshua, and I am now left with emptiness and pain so consuming and unbearable....
I have lost a son; Caleb has lost his brother. We have lost our world. There are no words to express how we feel. I will share Joshua's...
My dad was called home to the Lord on Saturday, June 17th 2023, after having been on a 2 year journey with cancer. As sad as we are that...
It has been over a year since my last blog post, in which I have been overwhelmed with juggling my duties as a daughter caring for an...
When my mum went through her cancer journey, both my dad and I had the shared responsibility of being her caregiver. She passed away in...
It all started on late Saturday, February 19th night when I received a notification on MySejahtera (a mobile app by the Malaysian...
Today marks my mum's 1 year death anniversary. It has also been nearly 9 months since my last post, and so much has happened since then....
In my last post 2 months ago, I was pretty sure about what I wanted to do with my life after 17 years in IT, but things don't always go...
I started my career in IT sales & marketing way back in 2003 at Computer Systems Advisers (CSA), then moved on to Sun Microsystems,...
I have always associated palliative care with giving up hope. How unaware & misinformed I was. And if you are too, take just 3 minutes to...
When I decided to start this blog on "Silver Linings", it was with the intention to let people know that they aren't alone in seemingly...
I had thought saying goodbye would be the most painful part of letting someone you love go - but then a friend of mine shared with me...